Manipulated

I'm sitting here and its hard for me not to feel manipulated. Last time we were in this situation you conveniently told me the lighter half of the situation. 

I was led to believe one thing while only receiving half of the facts. Does that matter? Should it matter? Do I need those facts. 

If I had known sooner, how would my opinion of you changed. Is this a let go and let God moment? Is this me trying to control the uncontrollable?

Am I seeing what I need to see, and hearing what I need to hear. 

It's hard not to think that I'm just a pawn right now. 

AJV